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I see you walk balanced
a tub of river-washed clothes on your head,
a machete in your right hand.
I watch you cut wood for the breakfast’s fire,
bathe your children in dirty water.
I hear you laugh when I explain my fear
of actually swimming out there.
Why do I envy you?
You were born into this world
and are its expert.
You don’t see your life as hard,
you simply live.
You don’t long for that which
you don’t know you lack.
You will live your life
serving your family
and your God.
Yet I will always look at you
through tainted eyes.
Not wanting to be you,
knowing what I would have to give up.
Much of which I believe is better,
but much of which I know is unnecessary.
But if I were you…
Would I struggle less with contentment?
Would I be brave and naturally beautiful?
…not fearing, not hiding, not wanting?
But we are both women.
Both fallen.
Both restored.
This is all that matters.
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I just love this poem Dodie. Such imagery. Such insight. Such beauty – on so many levels. Thank you so much for sharing. The highlight of my day.
Comment by Rebecca February 22, 2011 @ 5:41 pmAmazing… Wow. Please keep it up. I love these windows into your world. Can’t wait for August
Comment by kevinjtee February 23, 2011 @ 4:38 pmThis touched me. It is so true and should be widely published!
Comment by Cindy Caid February 23, 2011 @ 11:01 pm